A
few days ago I was reminded of family duty of communication. Work and daily
life chaos had prevented me from calling on of my aunts for far too long. I was
reminded periodically, but “things” got in the way. She took the initiative to
call me, never chiding, but reinstating my obligation to keep in touch more
regularly. I’m to keep that in mind came the unspoken instruction.
Break
to when I got off the phone. Questions swirled in my brain. How often do we
change course in our lives through such a soft-toned reminder that someone
worries about us when they do not hear from us often enough? And how often do
we voice the same concern over one who’s been silent too long?
Causing
people distress isn’t something I indulge in purposely. Yet, as it does for so
many it happens occasionally through social interaction and family dynamics. Somewhere
there must be a mechanism for the prevention of the effect of our lives.
Direction
came
from my Creative Muse as she let fly
with one of her spurts of healing juice. I discovered within me the unstoppable
need to put poetry to picture for Claudsy’s Blog. This process takes as long as
writing a blog post and is not something done to save time.
Examination
of suitable photos takes nearly as much time as writing the specific poem that
will hold court in that image. Sizing the photo, getting Sister’s copyright
with proper placement, and sighting the position of the text box, all take up
time. I’m fussy. Everything must be just right before I hit the save button,
and if it isn’t, it hits the trash bin.
Fortune
smiled
for me, I had the exact photo that fit my mood. Muse wrote the poem through my
fingers. Et voila, a poem photo is produced and posted.
Gathering
other images for use with poetry kept me moving that day, along with my other
writing obligations. Stretching my writer’s fingers has become a full-time
occupation lately; one which keeps me growing and moving forward. The
experience is a good one, albeit exhausting.
Here,
in my small office space does magic occur. I don’t concern myself with whether
someone will lift my new creation for their own use. I’m sure some already
have. I think of these personal triumphs as ambassadors, carrying part of my
purpose with them on their travels.
In
the time it’s taken to write this short piece, something I’ve created from
nothing more than a thought and a supposition has taken flight to destinations
unknown, to ask questions, offer solace, lift a spirit or simply offer beauty.
That is its only obligation and my only concern.
Jumbled
within our daily exercise of life, should we not take one hour to create
something for no other reason than to share it? Should one have to desire more
than that revelry in order to enjoy the process of creation? Must we have other
agendas?
Knowing
the soul’s purpose for creation is, I learned, absolutely necessary or there
can be no joy in it. If the act of creation causes dis-stress, pain, confusion,
tension, and a sense of never being good enough, it becomes the destroyer of
the one creating; its own antithesis.
Longing
to free Muse from a stagnant prison empowered me to begin writing, to make a
serious effort toward publication and the writing life. My hard work led to being
published several times in several genres. Along the way, the business got in
the way of the creation.
Making
room for life within the business of living under the title of “Author” can
wear down anyone as it did me. I’d lost sight of my purpose in writing. I’d
almost lost the joy creation. I was brought up short before it was too late.
And I’ll always thank those responsible for it.
A Break from habit, Causing me to follow a new Direction to make a
closer Examination of the Fortune in
ideas Gathering Here In Jumbled
array; Knowing, Longing for the Making of new creations for all.
Beautifully written Claudsy. I especially love your H bit and how you think about releasing your words and sister’s pictures to the ether. I think about that a lot, never even bother to spell out the copyright business and sometimes encourage others to use my work. Don’t you feel people will mostly be honest, mostly do the right thing anyway? I do. Even if not, what harm is there if my work inspires others to be better, be happier. It’s not so hard-won and I can always make more.
ReplyDeletePS. love the last line where you put it all together.
Ah, thanks, Veronica. I'm glad it had a good take-away. I've come to think less, in recent week, about what material gains come from my writing, and so much more about what personal purpose the writing is driving forward.
DeleteI'm glad you enjoyed it. Thank you again.
Your words are always beautiful and inspiring!
ReplyDeleteBless you, Dana. It always makes me happy to know that someone enjoys something I've written. Thank you for your comment and your visit.
DeleteI thank you for this, Claudsy. I felt it was aimed just for me because I'm feeling so many of those thing right now. A very timely and intuitive post.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Misky. I'm so glad that it was of some help. One of the hardest things for me to honor is the fact that I write for me and for sharing. The world tells me that I should do this or that, always striving to become the best-seller.
DeleteFor what seemed an eternity, I bought into that logic and pattern of work. I just can't do it anymore. For me, it became an untruth I was no longer willing to mouth, if that makes sense to you.
Money is something that has little value to me really, so long as I can pay my few bills. It's more important at this stage of my life, not to impress others, but to share my thoughts about what impresses me.
Wise words to live by, Clauds. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteAw, thank you, Carrie. I'm glad you think so. And I'm glad you stopped by to see what I was up to.
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